Si Cantek Manis

 Anak2x Kak Jamilah

"Terghebah!(terebah)" Si kecik berbaju pink dok ngadu tunjuk lutut dekat uminya.. terghebah..kui3x..Pandai ckp sungguh! Perkenalan pertama aku dgn anak bongsu Kak Milah...haha Comel sungguh, pandai ckp plak tu, geram je tgk...hehe aku pon keje amek gambo dia sbb dia sure akan senyum n bergaya bila nmpak kamera..^o^

Time ni aku nk dekat blek da.. Umah Kak Faizah dlm 5 minit ja dr sekolah.. Aku tumpang nek keta Kak Aziah skali dgn Kak Ina & anak-anaknya.. Abes ja sekolah, suma cikgu pakat2 dok pi.. Best lak konvoi..hehe

Makanan sedap2x.. Ada kari daging, udang galah masak pedas, ayam bakar, ulam-ulaman, sayur-sayuran, sambal belacan, sos nasi ayam, buah oren, kuih-muih, air oren!! perhhhhhhh...hehehe Thanx Kak Faizah! Kak Faizah Ketua Panitia aku, suma pangkat mak2x aku dah tp rakan sekerja, da biesa bahasa dre Kak2x suma.. Suma awet2 muda belako..=)

Ha! Ini gambo dr dlm keta smpai smpai umah Kak Faizah n smpai da abes mkn nk blek da..hehe Kak Faizah yg pakai tudung krim, baju ijo lumut, Kak Jamilah baju pink purple, Kak Ina, tudung purple baju biru...

Si kecil berbaju biru ni Muzammil, comei sgt anak Kak Ina.. Aku ske men pipi lembut gebu dia..hahahahah

First n None.....huhu

Yeahhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! Alhamdulillah, thanx 2 Allah for His kindness and blessing...  Today is the day, FINALLY!!!!! Yattta!!

Unstoppable lists going on round me head ;p

1. Check ------> IN

2. Bills ------> Arghhhhhhhh, flow like water....-_- huuuuuuu

3. Padik's monthly FREE income (chaish!) -------> 200, enough? more than enough okeh..=p

4. Farrah oso want one...huhu --------> =p

5. Abah n mama --------> special gifts....^_^

6. E-One --------> deposit....hurmm

7. Aku?.... last2x keje utk org, gaji pon utk org len... spt biesa tiada pape utk aku..huhu bnyak lg brg kawen xbeli lagik!

p/s: At least aku nak gak beli sandal/selipar utk dre sndre..huh br beli posa lepas da putus lagik, aku pelik tol 2 kali beli 2 kali putus sape punya kerja ntah...haish kesan kena gigit n lenyek jek..musykil

Hari Anugerah Cemerlang SKHAB

My darlings...=)

Today is my first time involved dengan Anugerah Cemerlang ceremony at my new school. Previously, aku pernah bgtaw aku terlibat dalam persembahan storytelling.. Alhamdulillah, berjalan dgn lancar cuma ade part last2x , Wazir n King terlupa sket..huhu Sampai je sekolah pg td, bdk2 ni da cr aku utk aku siapkan diorg.. Memula aku pasang dulu costume2 diraja n pastue mekap muka sorang2.. Nseb bek dlm kelam kabut, Kak Hamisah tolong sapukan bedak n boh eyeliner kt bebudak ni.. Thanx kak!

Aku seronok gak boh mekap kat diorg (Estee Lauder tue..hahahah) sbb seriously diorg xpernah dimekap.. Bila sorg kena mekap, yg len kerumun tgk... Paling nk tgelak time part aku boh misai, gelak sakan bebudak aku ni..hehehe Tp bebudak biesala seronok kena mekap, time nk cuci misai, blusher maintain xilang..hehe

Then, aku biar diorg lepak kat bilik guru bagi diorg xberpeluh sgt sbb kang mekap cair lak..huhu Aku lak bidang terjun jadik photographer tolong ustaz.. Digital kamera jugak 1 benda yg bukan ja bebudak, cikgu2 jugak xfamiliar.. Ade cikgu siap tnya, kodak ade lagi x, nk minta tlg amek gambo.. Dat's whyla, aku decide wat lakonan sket utk storytelling, kalo x diorg xpaham pape.. Aku ingat lagi time bebudak aku tnggu turn, mmg bdk2 len n parents tkejut tgk diorg, ade yg gelak tgk misai bebudak aku ni..hahahaha mmg diorg jakun(seswai ke pkataan ni) ka lbey seswai teruja?

The shocking part was when ustaz bisik kat aku sbl nek pentas, bgtaw ape yg aku wat benda baru.. Sekolah ni xpernah wat.. Aku rasa tkejut gak tp dlm masa yg sama bersyukur dgn ilmu yg aku ada.. Ada gak manfaatnya..

Bila persembahan bermula, aku lupa yg S tnggu signal aku br start.. Nseb bek aku terpandang dia, n trus angguk pala br dia start..hehe Aku kagum tgk bebudak aku especially S.. S mmg berbakat besar.. Aku sndre rasa aku xleyh hapal crita mcm dia.. Stiap kali berlatih dgn dia, aku rasa kagum sgt.. Semoga cerah masa depan..

Persembahan bjalan dgn baik skali, n ketua panitia puji kata nmpak cantek props n costume bebudak.. Alhamdulillah, syukur...

Sebelum blek tadik, Kak As da booking aku utk wat costume n props bg pertandingan teater dlm bln 11 ni.. Another chance to do wat I love most, artwork!

Con-graduation!!!

Finally, finally, finally...

Now, I know it is hard to get a degree (actually, u already have it but as usual protocol made it harder..huhu).. Sometimes, I do not understand, why do we need such an event.. A grand one, is it compulsory? I know it is an honour but what I went through on Monday, made me feel tired rather than happy for graduating. This was because 5 minutes before I entered the hall, I had a stomachache and had to find a lady's room instead of smiling on the red carpet... huhu Then, the robe really made me feel uncomfortable all day long. The event was too long and in the end I felt bored.. I only felt happy to see that my parents are proud of me.. and of course to meet my friends again.. To make it worst, it rained right after the ceremony. There u go, no-'hepi' moments pictures anymore..huhu

Maybe what had happened was a trial and maybe it is also a sign for me to get my master and do it all over again.. And the other time, no more stomachache!! hahaha 

p/s: Afterwards, Iema n I went to Proton's cafe n ate 'bakar2x' and met up with my xrumate, Mijah chan (thanx cyg 4r d ferrero rocher!) Then, we met Dr Lee, Pn Fahainis (as jovial and kind as ever) and En. Rosli..

1..2..3.. I Love You

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.

If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you.

But I did, I do and I always will...=)

When I don't message you.

Doesn't mean.

I forgot about you.

I was just giving you time....

To miss me..hehehe

p/s: I love u more....=)

Storytelling...berkat 6 thn xdisiakan...

Mengimbau kembali, minggu ni hectic jugak aku kt sekolah... Tup2x, mgggu ni jela ada utk practise sbl Hari Anugerah Cemerlang next week.. Aku lak diinform last minute sbl cuti raya tolong in charge budak aku utk persembahan storytelling... Aleh2x, ari Ahad bebaru ni, Kak As bisik kat aku suh prepare.. Barula otak aku ni teralert teringat pesan Kak Faizah... Kelam kabut aku pi cari S, anak murid aku yg memang pernah menang storytelling peringkat negeri sebelum ni..

Si S pon boleyhla terlupa aku pesan suh prepare text storytelling yg dia hapal sbl ni, jadi amek masa 2 ari gak dalam ari Rabu baru dia bagi aku...Alhamdulillah, tak sia2x aku belajaq 6 thn.. Seyes, aku rasa sbb da biesa dgn persediaan props storytelling, ari Rabu tu jugak antara ruang masa free aku boleh siapkan dgn bantuan anak2 murid aku.. Aku mmg totally korek suma kemudahan yg ada kat opis n hampesnya opis aku, boleh dikatakan barang suma da xpakai bertahun2x n sket lak tu, betoi ckp ustaz, mmg pentadbiran kedekut.. Aku lak jenis xpedulik, da mmg utk sekolah jadi org opis xleyh kata pa... Cikgu2 len pelik aku senang dpt..kui3x Dgn apa yg ada, aku pon watla berdasarkn pengalaman lalu..(yg peliknya, cikgu2 sek dok puji cantek mcm xbiasa tgk, sedangkn aku wat mmg tahap cepat nk mampusss, xperfectla katakan..hurmm)

Time tu gak, Kak Fatimah minta tukar masa dgn aku sbb nk pi antaq anak dia blek asrama, walopon aku akan clash 2 kelas, atas belas ihsan aku tukar time dgn dia. Aku jadik kelam kabut gakla, dlm 1 masa aku kena jaga 2 kelas, darjah 5 dan darjah 3.. Tp alhamdulillah, murid2 aku beri kerjasama yg sgt baik.. Paling aku terharu, time budak 5B dok warna props yg aku lukih, pengawas kelas diorg tolong jaga adik2 darjah 3H... Sejuk ati tgk, kakak2x n abang2x tolong ajaq adik2 diorg ni matematik... Tanpa aku suruh pon... Sapa kata pelajar kampung xreti konsep 'learning how to learn'?

Alhamdulillah juga, kelmarin kali kedua aku sempat latih team storytelling berlakon, n dlm sekelip mata diorg mampu melakukannya... Walaupun tidak sehebat mana tapi potensi diorg sebenarnya jauh lebey hebat jika diberi lebih masa.. Aku pon xpaham nape sek aku x arah aku time aku awai2x masuk aritu? Semuanya di inform last minute.. Pengurusan tunggang langgang, obviously.. Next week aku da cuti konvo, tinggai sekali lagi practise final n terakhir n dlm 3 kali praktis aku boley ckp my students have give in their best!
 

Nanti aku akan update gambo2 props yg da siap tuh.. Batt kamera abes lak...

ALL  D  BEST MY BELOVED PUPILS!!!!!

2 in 1..

Alhamdulillah, da dua ari ganti posa.. Balance 6 ari lagik... T^T..wuwu Aku ske ganti awai2x neh sbb dok ghajin lagik.. Kalu tnggu alamatnya jadik last min lak... Bek ganti skang, bleh buka posa awai..^0^..hoho

Kelmarin, idokler teman pose sbbnye kat sekolah ade jamuan raye.. Meriah, sungguhler meriahnyer... Setiap murid bawak kuih-muih, ketupatla(sorg cigu kidnap nek opis..hurmm), kerepek la... jumlah 400++ budak2x, bayangler betapa bnyaknye mknan... Aku memula ingat, tu jela mknan, skali bebudak ni pon dpt bihun lagik...Sampai aku xsentuhla mknan bebudak bwak, jd xlalu lak bnyak sgt (eleh, alasan..kui3x sedangkn pg tu bantai mkn koteow breakfast, then time budak mkn, aku join cigu len mkn bihun grg lak..hehe)  Cigu-cigu pulak ade jamuan raya pkol 11pg...hohohooh rezki2x.. Dlm kenyang2 tuh, org sua, aku telan je..^o^

Mmg mknan tempah kat kawasan kampung sedap2 belaka... Sbl posa pon ada jamuan, pon sodapppp sodapppp gitu.. I loike! ngeeee.. Tuela aku jarang pi kantin, aku ni bab mkn mmg xhengat punya.. Mcm da jadik hobi lak mkn ni..hehehe Cigu2 sekolah aku pon pelik aku jarang p kantin, ni ler sbbnya... Elak pembesaran tlebey had muatan..=p

Udah selesai mkn, aku pon sian tgk cigu2 senior dok bsh pinggan, aku pon tolong2 basuh tanda penghargaan kpd mereka yg sponsor... Kak Ti dok riso tgk aku basuh bnyak sgt...huhuhu terharu lak aku.. Tp aku ske menda2 gitu, da biesa dr kt mktab gi.. Pastu, aku tolong Kak Bayah bungkus mknan2 yg lbey smpai Kak Ani puji aku terror gler bungkus pakai getah...huahahaha Watler x, dulu dok tolong ustazah n pakcik ilyas kat mktab bungkus2 mknan, tu terterror lak..kui3x

Lepas tu da setel lap2x meja suma, aku lepak dgn cigu2x yg bersidai penuh kt meja aku smbil mengunyah kuih-muih, kopok2x..best2x

Cuti-cuti Malaysia!!!

Yeeeehaaaaaa!!!! Next week dpt cuti 2 days 4r convo; Ahad n Senin... Total 4r days from Friday, of coz weekend lor...^0^

Next week jugak ari Khamis cuti lembaga!!! hahahahahaha rs nk gelak bahagia lak..kui3x

Kek Coklat Kukus Lembap

Alkisahnya sok da start sekolah dan ada jamuan sempena Hari Raya Aidilfitri.. Kt umah aku kuih raya pon da abes, so mak aku pon cadangkan wat kek coklat segera...hehehe Let's roll!!!

Kek totlet da ciap!!!!Uuuuuuuuuu, berasap,panas2 lagik..^_^ yeaaa!!!hehe.. 
Kek coklat ni pakai susu pekat ganti gula n minyak masak ganti marjerin. Memula, pukul telur skali susu pekat n minyak smpai sebati. Pastu mskkan tepung n air, gaulkan.. Then kukus!!! Senangkan? Selamat mencuba...LOL

Sekolahku, Rumahku?

Yeah, sounds pathetic for those who are facing such a troublesome administration... Me? To picture bout me school, ok, seriously I never heard the name of my school before. For my entire life living here in Alor Setar until I got posted here... Can't u just imagine how the school works?

It is actually a sad scenario guys, really sad.. Like I said previously, the school is in Kota Setar district to be precise Alor Setar CITYYYYY, I repeat ALOR SETAR CITYYYYY!!!! Yeah, wat a crap! How come, it is categorised as a hinterland? This is something that I don't understand, can anyone tell me how a school is being categorised? Maybe I should google it.. duhhh, like I might find it, u know how the system works here..

First and foremost, I really pity my pupils... Obviously, majority of them are a bit slow in learning although they are actually smart, the rate of illiterate pupils are quite high and that makes me ponder.. What is wrong with the school? It is not in Baram, Sarawak or in Sabah which we might expected such things. Who to be blamed? I admit that, nearly 2 months here, observing and searching for answers, I know the root of the problem. I am quite mad or maybe disappointed actually and determined to change the way things work here... BUTTT like my parents said it is too soon. It is not so good for me.. Aha! U know wat my Panel Head of English Panitia said to me?

"Durra, I know u r ambitious and have many plans but just don't. They won't be able to adapt."

Gosh! I was so disagree.. They are so used to the existing system that they blamed the pupils weaknesses. Hello people, so what is your job then as a teacher? U r supposed to change them to be a better person rite? If u think that change is bad, then like my sister said "ROT & DIE!"..duhh Like wat my parents said, yeah it's true, I still have at least 3 years to go until I really confirm my position as a teacher. They are worried bout my social life there. I'm a stubborn gurl, it is. I will stick to my opinion if I think it will benefits my kids.

Until now, I did an extra class for only half an hour after school with the illiterate n weak pupils. I did it for a week during the fasting month and surprisingly my experiment works! My subjects which are A and S, now at least know how to spell 'like' and read English words better than Malay Language. They are in standard 5.. Every time I look into their eyes, I feel the surge to help them...with Allah's will.

I know that I'm a new teacher and this is just the beginning but for me it is not an excuse.. My job starts when the government hired me. I have an agreement, and it's true I'm a schematic wat ever-so-called person who will always remember; I choose this profession because I want to serve my country.. Now, I'm fighting within my own circle to win this battle... May Allah bless me all the way..

Mode: Raya Lagi!

Arini smpei 2 entry..kui3x

I just came back from Nono n Lolo's houses.. Apelagi, rayela!!!! hohohoho Membe2x len suma sibuk beraya gak so bnyak xde kt umah. Aku lak inform last min..kui3x Last2x beraya umah geng sndre.. Mmg xpenah beraya umah deme pon slama ni, ni la br 1st time, slalu pi amek n anto blek, tu jela...

So, 1st and for all, I went to Lolo's house n took her (well, as usual I had 2 wait..huhu)... Then, we went to Nono's house. Pernah pergi skali dua, xingat sgt jalan sedangkn umah dekat je..kui3x

Well, now let d pics tell d whole story!

Ahahahha... kurang ensem tol! boleh plak mkn bihun goreng lagik... Nono said, "Durra ske mkn bihun goreng!" ahahaha... Alkisahnya, dr raya pertama smpaila kami konvoi ke Perlis aritu, org asyik jamu mee. Aku lak mee ni kurang sket, so mulut teringin bihun la plak.. Pi umah Notme blek dr perlis, dia semawa bihun goreng, sedap lak tu aku bantai 2 pinggan penuh punya!hahaha bedal xingat... Tp seyes sedap! 

Then ade gak salad buah, nono wat... Sedap2x.. Mkn free mmg besh..hehehe

Da konyang, we went to Lolo's lak.. Tapi yg lawak xboleh blah, dia tnya kami nk mkn pa, nk pi beli...hahaha Boleh plak pilih mknan. Aku trus, Pizza satu!eheheh Last2 beli yong taufu(betol ka eja neh). Aku lak yg drive bawak pi beli..kui3x Time kat umah lolo lagila, yong taufu tu mkn mcm kongsi nasi dalam talam jek.. Lolo, hg mmg kena kawen dgn doktor! hahaha upah amah jela..rm25 sejam je..hoho

Tapi mmg tetap bestttt!!! Xkering gusi melayan kerenah Lolo n her mom.. Thanx my dear frenss.. InsyaAllah, ade rezki kita raya lagik!

Bebelan + Rungutan = Annoying

Bebaru ni pon ade kuar dlm sisipan Berita Harian dlm XY, pompuan n laki sape kuat membebel? Aku musti r kata pompuan tapi........... Laki kalu skali bebel pon sama ja walopon jarang bebel.. Aku skang mementingkan tahap kekerapan tuh.. Aku akui aku pon ske membebel gak. Tapi xdelah smpai tiap hari smpai sakit telinga dengar... Aku terpikir nk ckp pasai benda ni pon sbb aku xlarat dengar rungutan seseorg menerusi bebelan tiap2 ari.. Sampai aku rasa mmg konpem pahala xdpt da, keje merungut jek...haish 

Tapi sapalah aku nk tegor ye x, esp org yg lebey tua.. Tp kekadang tersmash jugakla..uuupppppsss! Xtahan beb! Rasa nk meletup otak ni, bersepai jua akhirnya.. Tambah menambah tahap keannoyingan aku neh, bila mengata org len pandai ja, tp xsedar dre sendre pon sama naik..duhhhh!! Sudah-sudahler tue.. Ramadhan br je berlalu n skang Syawal, sepatutnya menahan suma benda tu kan...hurmmm

Apa boleyh wat aku kena sabou jela... Walopon tahap kesabaran da nipis mcm rambut...yale,yale!

Mudah-mudahan aku xjadik mcmni pas kawen..kui3x

Catching Up!

Salam Syawal!

Well, it has been such a long break, act laziness...huhu

Finally, I'm a career woman! Now, I am a teacher at SK Haji Abu Bakar.. Such a small school in Alor Setar but it is being considered as pedalaman? erk.. The population is around 400++, 28 teachers.. But I hate the stairs! It's killing me legs..duhh New buildings, who can blame anyone..huhu

Enough bout me school, It's Eid Mubarak, who cares bout work for now! hehe To be precise, this is my last Eid Mubarak as a single... A bit sad as I will not have d opportunities to hang out with my besties anymore..T_T 

BUT, I'm eager n looking forward to share my life with my beloved..I love you ^_^

As usual, Eid Mubarak is always a hectic day for me... Furthermore, we celebrate it for a month..=p hehe

These were on the first day of Eid Mubarak

p/s: It's normal 2 b super nice n hepi on d first day. It will only stand for few days, now I hate looking at these pictures =p hypocrites

These were on the Second Day ( as usual we organize an open house every year. However, this year we did it for 2 days(penat membasuh den) i forgot to snap d pics of the dishes.LOL)

 My Besties, relatives, n my brother's frens

On the 3rd Day (2nd day of Open House 4r my sisters' frens n surprisingly my fiancee had arrived early in d morning!yatta!!)

  p/s: I miss u!!!sob..sob

On The 4th Day (As 2 celebrate my last raya as a single, my besties n I planned for a convoy!! We had fun! It was also my first time drove an auto myvi car, but still I prefer manual!Yiosha V(^V^)V

The list is still going on! I'm planning 2 attack my frens houses!!! Yiosha!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir Batin

To Momo: Hepi 25th Birthday! God Bless!