Stop!!

I would like the world to stop by--

To the point where I had no commitment in my life--

Coz sumtimes commitment juz suck--

Either towards ourselves or others--

Sometimes I dreamt of a perfect life--

Which would never be mine--

As it is far from reality--

It would only be a fantasy~~

I feel sad, the saddest part in my life--

I feel lonely, the loneliest I have ever felt--

Tonight is the night where I regret--

Which I know I shouldn't--

But I couldn't help it--

I feel exhausted trying to adapt 2 someone's life--

But never the same commitment towards me--

Mlm ni ckp omputeh bleh?hahahhaha

~end of my luahan perasaan~

p/s: just now, I came across a blog--

I felt like I would want to laugh out loud--

She described the term of "Friends" as if she is the humble one--

It was annoying to read series of entry trying to blame others rather than yourself--

Rather than talking about how bad a 'friend' could be, it is better for u tu judge yourself, are you a GOOD one to another--

U know wat, without frens, It's you who determine your own life--