Stop!!

I would like the world to stop by--

To the point where I had no commitment in my life--

Coz sumtimes commitment juz suck--

Either towards ourselves or others--

Sometimes I dreamt of a perfect life--

Which would never be mine--

As it is far from reality--

It would only be a fantasy~~

I feel sad, the saddest part in my life--

I feel lonely, the loneliest I have ever felt--

Tonight is the night where I regret--

Which I know I shouldn't--

But I couldn't help it--

I feel exhausted trying to adapt 2 someone's life--

But never the same commitment towards me--

Mlm ni ckp omputeh bleh?hahahhaha

~end of my luahan perasaan~

p/s: just now, I came across a blog--

I felt like I would want to laugh out loud--

She described the term of "Friends" as if she is the humble one--

It was annoying to read series of entry trying to blame others rather than yourself--

Rather than talking about how bad a 'friend' could be, it is better for u tu judge yourself, are you a GOOD one to another--

U know wat, without frens, It's you who determine your own life--

Buang Karen Jantung Jek @__@

Susulan dr appointment doc yg kedua ritu...

Cesssssssss.....!!

Memang buang karan jek jantung aku bdebar..

Aku usahala puasa start tgh mlm sbb aku salah paham kena wat ujian gula tuh..

Tup..tup time register, misi ckp week 28 la!

gahahahahaha

Perot aku terusla keroncong uuuulala...huhu

Aku siap check segala dlm pkol 10 pagi..

Bayangkanlah kebulur giler, rs mcm nk muntah angin jek..

huhu

Aku terus gi food court Presint 9,sebelah klinik kesihatan Pjaya, mentekedarah nasi terus..huhu

sementara tunggu Mr Hubby amek, aku pulun makan tak hengat..

Akak2 sekerja tgk je muka aku smpai kat sekolah terus tnya amacam ujian gula..

Semua terkekek gelak dengar silap tarikh sbb diorg tawu aku da cuak semalaman..huhu

Tapi diorg pelik gak nape aku hanya perlu wat ujian gula time kandungan da 7 bulan?

Sebab ujian gula dibuat time pregnen 4@5 bulan..

Kalo tak risiko la detect lewat..

Entahla, sbb setakat aku check, doc kata hb aku elok, blodd pressure elok, semuanya sihatla..

Dan aku takda keturunan kencing manis thanks to my parents..

Dan berat bdn aku naik sebelum pregnen..

Aku kena timbang bebaru ni selepas last timbang sebulan yg lepas, aku naik sekilo je..

Jadi risiko tak tinggi mungkin..

Papepun kena teruskan amal pemakanan seimbang!

Caiyuk2!!!

My Heart Skips a Beat~~

Ini bukanlah video klip Lenka yg aku tgk pon terhibur~~

Tambah bila kainnya tersingkap sambil bergetar bontot, boleh luruh jantung mata2 jantan yg memandang~~hehehe

My heart skips a beat~

My heart skips a beat~

lalalala

Tapi jantung aku nie ha udah nak terburai keluorrr..huhu

Esok appointment doc 4r d 2nd time~

Kena wat ujian gula yg wat aku bdebor~

Padan muke aku sapa suh tak kawal berat badan..hehehe

Aku ade bgtawu opah aku kena wat ujian gula ni..

Lawak lak tgk reaksi opah aku---

"Hish! Ape bendenye merepek benor doktor ni, Kang xpasei-pasei dpt kencing manih. Ape dibuat suroh minum ayo gule. Kamu toksah minum!"

hahahahahaha

Zaman opah aku memang xwujud lg minum2 air gula ni..

Logik la org tua2 pikir buleh dpt kencing manis..

Betui gak, ape kita mkn minum arini kesannya tua esok dak..kihkih

Mudahan esok semuanya ok..

Semoga doa akak2 sekerja dimakbulkan..Amin

Sy lebey suka gi kerja dr gi klinik!!